I’m only telling you this because life can do terrible things. You’ll learn one day, I’ll hope and I’ll pray that god shows you differently.
Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I’ve sat in my room and cried, how many times I’ve lost hope, how many times I’ve been let down. Nobody knows how many times I’ve had to hold back the tears, how many times I’ve felt like I’m about to snap but don’t just for the sake of others, how many times I’ve felt like running away. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever I’m sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody knows me, and thats what I hate the most.
(Source: youcantfixa-heart, via yume-kumo)
I have so many mixed feelings for you. some days i like you, some days i hate you. some days you piss me off so much, and other days i just miss you more than anything. but even through all that, every day i still know i love you
